











                          :

                 堬.............4
                .㪮ࠪ "⠢
                 ५ 䠭⨪"
                (砭)................8
                . "७"
                (뢪  ஬).......11
                . "⢮ 
                㤨"..................15
                .⪮ "
                -론"............19
                  ............22
                 樨 -䮭.....22
                . "ࠫ쭠
                設"................28
                -.............31      ଫ  -
                  :       ᯮ짮-
                . "                 ࠡ  -
                !"................31     ਭ.  
                  :         饭  -
                "⮢             .ਣ쥢
                ᪮"....................35      .ॢ.
                  ..37








                                 "  த ࠪ   
                                 ᮮࠧ, ,   祬."
                                                .  . 㣠檨
                                                "  "



                 =======================================

                    । - 㤠   ! -  
                    ।  ࠧ  ࠤ   ,   
                 ঠ  㪠 ᢥ  .
                      ᮫  ,   宭
                ⠥  ᮡ⢥묨  ࠤﬨ,  ﬨ  -
                 ᯥ⠡쭮 - ࠣ.
                   ᪠,     㤨 -
                . 祬 ⭮,  ⨫ 襣 ஬
                 ⠪ ᨫ쭮  ⥫,   -
                쬠   ⠪  ,    .
                   稪  㤨 :  
                 -⠪   ⠢ । 뢠  
                 "  ᡥ"? 樠쭮 ⢥砥:
                 ⨬  ࠧ㬥    -
                  ᡥ - 뤠饣 ⥫,
                 ⥫  䠭⨪, ࢮ  ᨮ쭮
                 .
                     㦤 ,   
                "" :" ॥ 諥  ।-
                  " ᥫ""  ᪢  -
                 吝. 諮    嫮મ -
                 㪨 ᫥ ⥭ ⮩ ৮,⯥⠭-
                 ࠦ    ⨯䨨 ⥫-
                 "ࠢ", ⥯   १ ⪠ -
                ᠥ 뫠   .  
                 ࠢ   㧪, ᨬ   ண
                ⥫  㦤 ᥡ   쭥襬, 㤥 
                ⮩...    ᫥騥 .
                  㤥 ᢥ!
                  ᣨ 쬠!

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                 ====================================

                                                   ᪢ 17.1.91

                  ... "堬"    ࠢ (
                ). ன - ࠧ      -
                . ᮡ 㤠 "ਠ ப" ( 祬
                   ।   ᭮?    ?),
                "  ᮢ᪨  ...", " ਭ"  
                "  ⮡".᫥, ࠢ,᪮쪮 -
                 ⥭쪨 㤥᪨ ⭨,.  
                ࢮ "":  祬 뫮  ࠭   
                ""?  , ⭮, , 娫.
                .      稭,    
                ⨫ -  ⠪, 室 ,    -
                !  ,  . ன 䠭⨪!

                                                    吝.

                                      * * *

                                                    ᪢ 18.1.91

                   ஬  "堬" 饭 㯫
                .㫫, ஢ 1986 .    
                稭   ᮢ ।  ᥣ, 
                ।⢠, ⮬   ⥫   ।
                ।⠢ 쬨 㬭묨.
                          .⮢ ( 
                    祫 - .⮢ -   䠭-
                ⨪,   .㫫 -      ⮤
                ⥫⢠.). ᠥ  ⥫⢠,
                㤨  ⨦ .㫫   -
                ⥫     ,  -
                   ⥭. ᠥ 䠭-
                ⨪,  ⭮  ⮢  㡮  㢠-
                , ⮬        ᮢ᪨
                䠭⮢ " ",  த襩  㡥  6-
                    ࢮ뢠⥫  - 㣠檨,
                㪠,ᮢ᪮,蠢᪮,୮  楢
                ___________________ #3 1991_______________5

                 ..   ⢮    ⮢
                (  - ⮢-ࠢ) 뫮  ⪮६-
                . ,祬.   ⠫ ⮢
                뤠騬 ஬ - ⮨⢠   ந-
                  砫       ਭ 
                ᭮  ⨤ . 뫨 -
                  ⥩ ᪮॥  諥,祬  ⢥.
                䠭⨪ ⠪ த ⠨ ᭮ ॢ-
                   த 㤮⢥    ࠧ
                ୮ ⥫⢠.     ࠪ-
                ୮ ,  ᫥ (᪮쪮  )  ᮬ
                ⮢  䠭⨪ 뫠 ⠡,  ன  䠭-
                ⨪  뫠  ࠧ       
                ⠢  ⮫쪮  客   ᮮ⢥騥
                窨  ⠪ ࠧ ௠   䠭⨪
                    , ᪠襣   ࠭
                 ஢:  " ᠫ ⢮७  
                .  !". ⮢, , 
                ॢ. 뫠 ⨫ୠ. 뫠 -
                 宣 㬠. ᫨ ᫥ ,   ⠡
                 뫮 ࠭    楫  
                ᪠: " ᥬ,   : 騭  
                ⭮  ᠥ  .   -
                !"   ,   ᫥ ᮧ  ⠪ ⠡
                ⮢       ⥫.  ⮬  ᫨
                ਭ  쥧,    ᪠ 
                ਭ樯 "   ᥬ-"!
                   ⮣ , ⥫ 稭騬,   -
                ॢ,᪮쪮 쥧 ⭥ ⮢  ᢮-
                 ⥭.     "-ᨫ"  -
                ⠭      ᪠ "롮".  
                 ⮣,  ⭮ 宦  ਪ᪨ -
                ᪠ (,   襣 ,⮬  -
                    ᮡ⢥ 稬 -  -
                ᪠  ࠢ ).     ,
                ந襫 砩 ࣥ樨,  䠭⨪ 
                 㭨.     ३訩 
                       ᮮ頥,    ।
                諮 쬮 ⮢,  ஬   
                    ॡ     । -
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                .쬮 㡮  .  ०  ,
                த . ⮣, ⠡
                ⮢,⮬  ,   ⠪  ࠧ-
                㬨 ६饣  ࣠   ⢮
                㬠,ࠩ ।  ⢠.    ⮣ -
                㬠,   ⥫,    ᭮  १
                  ᠬ   ᢮ ,  ᠬ
                ⠥  ⥫.        
                 ᪠ ⮢.  ⢮ 祣- ,
                室饣  ⮣ 祫, ⠫.
                   , 諮        祫  
                "堬" 㯫 ⮢  ᯮﬨ  
                 ⥫쭮   , ,४⨢
                 ᠬ, ਭ ⠢ ⠡,,뢠-
                ,  ⪮,   ந ᢮ .
                     ⠫  , ⥬  訩 㦠
                  室.   ࠫ쭮 ᠭ ⠬   
                㤨 । ।樥,   ⠫ 
                 直 ਥ,  ᪠뢠 -
                ⪠,   ࠫ쭮-᪨    ᫥-
                 ᥡ .
                  ,     㤠⢥,।
                ᪠祭 .  ᭨ ஢ !
                   ?
                      㫮  宫  -
                 , ஢,,  㬠
                ࠭, ᢮⢥   ᮢᥬ   -
                ࠫ थ栬.
                     - 嫮  ᨫ    祭,
                ⥭,㦤   䠭⨪,   -
                 ﭮ!  ⥯,   ⢨  ⮫쪨
                  ࠤ ᯮ   ⮬,    
                 !
                      ⥫ ,   ஬ ⮢
                  ⠪ ,    ࠫ   
                ᯮᮡ   ᫠,  ਭ  -
                  ୮,    㢠 ⭮
                 ⮬,  ᤥ 楢  ୮  䠭-
                ,   ਭ  ⮩  ,  -
                ⮢  ᠫ    㦥 ᠬ ⮢ ,-
                __________________ #3 1991________________7

                 ⮣,  㡥,   ⥫ 
                業     ਭ  訬   -
                ஢,ࠡ⠢  襬 .   -
                ᪨       ,⮡   ᢮
                 ⮢  ⥬,  ?  廊,
                ᪮쪮   㢠 ᥡ, ᫨    
                ᢮ :  - " ",  -
                 - "ࠪ    墮",  楢 - "१  
                "  ⠪ .
                  ᭮, ᥣ ᠬ " ",-
                 ⮢ 뫠  ࠬ ⥫  ,
                娪,  ,  業  ᢮  -
                ஧ ?
                     ᡨ稢, ᪫ ९ -
                  祭 祭.

                                                  祢.
                __________________________________________________

                 : ᥬ,  ࢮ, 襩 
                饥 設⢮.  ⥫ ਭ﫨
                "ਠ ப"  ,    ।
                  ਧ.ਧ ⭮,   ᠬ
                ᬠਢ      ⥫-
                  ਠ.   쬮 㢠   ⥫
                 祢 ⢮      -
                 , ⠢   ᬮ   㡫
                ਠ ᮢᥬ   㣨 㣫 ७.   ᮦ-
                ,   ꥪ⨢ 㤨     -
                 ⮣ ६,,   ⥫쭠  
                ⥫ "堬", ⮣  ⮫ 誮 室
                    ᢥ  .    -
                砥,        祢  ᫠
                쬮,, -⠪, , "ਠ ப-
                "    ࠭  "堬" -  ⠪ 
                   稫  ⮣ 쬠. ,
                 ஡,   쬥,   ୥.

                                         ..୨

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                                     .㪮ࠪ            *
                          ,
                    ⮬ ᫥:   , ,
                   ࠪ   ,  ⥮਩,
                   ࣨ , ਪ  堭,   -
                                쪠  ;
                   ࠢ   樮 ⮢,  ૮ 
                   ⨪,   ,  ,
                    ⮢, 笥 -,-
                    ᢨ,祬  ࢨ஢ -
                   , ⨢     אַ 誨
                                    થ஬;
                    ⠪  , , ᪮-
                     諠,⥩   㫥;
                        ⥬:   , 㭤
                    ,   樢樨,  嫠 
                   ᠤ,믫 室 ஬, -
                   ,       ?!

                   ᪨  ,    ॣ
                ᤥন묨 ﬨ   稭  ६
                誮,   ,     
                ⮩   ᥬ   㤥ঠ. -
                 ।襭 -   ப   ᢮-
                ,     ⥬,  ।⮨  ⮬
                 பﬨ  ᫥  .
                  祬,    ਠ.
                  ⨬, 宧頻 ਫ      
                ᢨ.  ⠭ ᪮, ࠧ-
                 ࠪ ,  䫥୮ -
                 ᨫ ࠭  浪, ᫥ 祣   
                ⮬,  ⮨  , -
                   ⪨  -   ਮ⠥
                १⠡ ,    訬 ᮯ୨,
                 (祬,  ) ०,祬 ,-
                ०  㣫     -
                 ⥩.     ⯠  ᨪ
                 ⥫쭮 ᮪⨥  ⮣  䠪 ⠢ 
                --------------------------------------------------
                * - 砭, 砫 ᬮ  ## 1,2.
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                ᥩ 襩 ⠢襩 .
                  ᬮਬ ਠ,   ஬    ⯠
                ᨪ,    ५  .
                    ।⥫쭥?  ஡㥬  ਭ
                 ७    . ᫨  
                ᨪ    㭪樮,   ࠭  譥
                ⮩ , ⨢,࠭ 㭪樮-
                 ⢠, 룫廊  ৪. ,  
                㬠, ஧  襭  ᢠ?   ?
                 , 宧頻 ࠭  ⮫쪮 ⮬,  
                ந襤襬 ⠪  㬥 ᯠ ᢮  -
                ,  業  ᨪ.୨  -
                 ,  殮    ஢-
                 孮   蠥    
                ୮ .  ਥ   ࢠ  -
                 ᫥  㬮 稭.
                  ਬ  ᪠  ᠭ   ।-
                  樨,  ᭮ : ଠ-
                , ௠쪨 뫨,   砩.
                     !    ⮦  砩!    砩!   
                !!!...
                  ...,     宫 !

                --------------------------------------------------



                ᫥᫮ ।樨:        쥬
                --------------------       ⨣    ।-
                .  ᠬ ⠫⫨    ஢
                  ॡ,  㣮,    ७,
                ꥧ  䠧...    ⠭  -
                祭.   ᠫ  த  
                " ",⠪  , ⭨  㪮ࠪ,
                   졥 訢   㡫-
                ᪨ ⢮७. 稬 , ᮬ 뤠-
                ,ࠡ, 稬 ⠪, ,  ਬ,稫
                  ᠬ , -  ࠧ:
                  "    諨 묨  ﬥ".

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                               (뢪  ஬)


                                     * * *

                  !諠 ,  ⮫ 
                . । ᤠ祩   ।  ।०:
                "ਪ--!   !  ࠧ 筮 ! - "
                ࠤ ࠧࠦ  蠬  묨 ࠡ⪠
                "     梥"... "  ⠪?"
                "  !   ⮩ ᭨   ᨤ
                -   (?).  ૨ 楯!"
                  !     (1985 ):  " ࠤ
                ࠧࠦ 蠬  묨 ࠡ⪠ " 
                   ୠ "... ந? -
                 ࠧ! , !
                   "᪮᪨  " (1989  ): "졠
                ⮣ ⥫  () ᫮ 㤭.  
                ,   ਡ㭥  ..饢  
                : "  ⮡,⮢, ਬ । -
                ⮬!        ୠ !"...
                       㩤.  쥬,  ⠪ ⠭쥬.
                 (?)  ૨ ,     ᥬ 
                㡤...
                  ! ! ਭ﫨  "ࠦ -
                ꥬ騪",    ᫮    - ,
                ꥬ騪 -   㭠쭮,   
                ,  ⠪ (㭠)  .
                  .।  "ࠬ쭮" -  "
                ". - ! 㣮 ! ᫥⢨ ᭨,
                 筮    ᥫ ࠬ-
                  ⮢ ᪮.
                   ࠧ:    㩤!


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                                       * * *

                  ਪ᪨ 䨫  稥 -  
                ᮢ襭 ७ ⠫ ..饭  -
                ⥫-䠭⮬.     ⮫,  -
                ⥫쭮  ⠪ ॠ,  㭠
                .     ᫨ ⠫,  饭
                ਤ㬠  ⠪         饭
                ࠭, ᥫ  ࠭묨 쬨...

                                       * * *
                  㯪  ਮ⮢    -
                ⢥  ୠ.    㦥  ਤ㬠:
                "". ,  ⠬  ⮫쪮 -
                . 﫨 ﬨ   .訫,
                祣 "ਮ⠬"  ࠭,  -
                  ୠ -   ,    ਪ.
                " " ... " ".

                                       * * *
                     ࠭   祭   
                㢠.  㣠檮 稫 5-⭨ .
                ࠡ 訫 ࠢ    .   १
                吝 론 ⠢ ᫮:    -
                ,       祫.    ⮬
                ,  ⮬ ,  ᪨ ࠥ 
                ।⢥.: ",   諨!" :
                " , 室    訫..."   १
                 ࠧ뢠:  ⠩᪠  ᬮ  
                 ॣ뢠    : ",  !" "
                 , - ⥯ਨ 楬 ମ⠭, -  
                ᨤ !" ",- ,-  ⠭,  -
                ,   ᪠,  ⮫쪮 ⢥ 
                ਤ,    ⮦     -
                ,  .  ᪠: " ,    
                ꥧ ,  ".㣠檨  -
                 ⮫,।⠢,⭮, ⨫쭮,
                ७쪮  ࠭    ५᪮  宫룥 
                ꥧ   ᮫ ᨣ⪮.  ஬ -
                  , , ⪠!
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                                    * * *

                  "ࠢ筨  ⥫ . 1986 "  -
                ন 784 ࠭  ⮢ 㩬 䠬.
                  ୠ  㤥⮢ ⨭- 㫥⪠.
                ⠪, ᪨뢠  ,᪠,  
                   ᪠ "ࠢ筨".  -
                 뢠 㣠  몠 楬 -    -
                 䠬 . ਬ:   뢠 -
                 -  㠫 म,ॢ稪,஧.
                    - ᪠  ?   
                 ,  ⠫,    ன   
                蠫?  .       ।
                "ࠢ筨"   ᫥饬.  :   -㯠
                ⠭᫠ , ஧.???      
                 ,   -  .    
                  .   ⪭  줠 易.
                ࢠ        18  㡫  (   !).
                ,    ०   童  ...

                                      * * *
                  -   訢 ஧!
                  -     娬 ஬,
                   ᭮⥫ "祩 窨".

                                      * * *
                  ⭨ ⭮ :    -
                    뢠.뢠  ⮦   ࠭,
                楫 ᪮...

                                      * * *
                   ᪢ ᮧ 㯯"५",   
                ஭ ன. 㤠   室   
                ᪢-⥫.   (⥫᪠   㯯   
                "५").
                  ⥫ ⨭᪮ ᨫ: - ,   ᮡ-
                ࠥ 㯠  㯯 "५"?
                  ⨭᪨ 㬠  ᪠:
                  -   㯫  㯯  "᪮ "!

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                                      * * *

                  론 稫 ६    "쬠  ⢮
                祫".ਥ堫  ᪢   䮬   ﬡ
                 檠.  ᪮쪮 - ?!
                  -    㡫, ⭠  !
                - म.
                  -     㤠⢮ ⠪, ண -
                 㤠⢥ ६?! - 㦠  -
                ⥫   㤥,  訩  ,  ࠤ.

                              (த ᫥)

























                㭮  ,. 


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                                     . . 

                                 ,
                                        
                                 ?

                      -"⮪"?
                  , ਬ,  祣 襣      . 
                   ᨬ, ⮡   .   
                ⭥.   訥 ᮡ  ந室   
                    ⥬  ᠬ  ⠢  
                㤮⢨.
                        -⨭᪮  "⪨"  ᪠
                ⭥ ",   㦭"  祣 襣  
                .    ⠫!     !  㤨
                      -    . 
                ࠢ,    ᢮ ( ᢮  - 
                 , ⮡  ).
                   ७ ஭ ।   -
                 ᢥ  .   !  ⠪
                 ⭥    ⠫. ਬ,  㪠뢠,
                  "砫     ୠ "
                "  "筮 䠭⨪".  -,   ᥩ
                 㡮砩襩 㤨樨  ⠪ ୠ  宬
                 堫!  -.⭮,   -
                 ⤥    ⠫. " -
                ".  - , , ਢ   .
                ୠ, , 뢠 "⪨ ".  ,
                 - 䠬,    - ?  ,   ,
                    ,  ⮡  ୠ  뢠  쨬-
                  直 .  " '  
                __________________________________________________

                 ᮢ  - ஦ த  -
                ,        ᯮ   ୮
                졥. 让   祫.  ᪨.  .
                      ⥩,   ᯨ뢠  ࠢ㪠.
                痢,  ,  .
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                " -  ᭮,  ⮡  " " -
                 ?   -  ⥫쭮.    祣,  
                 㤨樥  ய.  㣥 ᪮.
                   .  "⢥ 䠭⨪  砫 -
                  1937    ᮠ⢥    ⮣
                ⥫ ஬ ᮬ,   ⭥ 㣨
                ᥢ." !  -,  - 砩襩
                㤨樨,   ,      ⠪
                ᥢ.  窠 ⭥? 襬: "ᠫ...
                ஬ ᮬ   -   ⥫".
                ᭮,  ? ,  㣥 ࠧ.
                    ?.. "  訥 ᪠  뫨
                ᠭ  ᮠ⢥  , ਭ ".   
                ! , ⮡   ,     㢥७, 
                ⭥      ࠧ.      -
                ...    ᮠ!   窠?..
                   ,   ᪮ ࠢ ⮬  ࠧ-
                ६,  -  ,  ⠬   ஢ 
                ଠ樨. 쬥  ᪠.
                  !!!    -  ⭠ ।!!! 
                ᪮- 몥 , ,   㡫,
                ᪠, -, ᥩ  砩襩 㤨樨,
                   ,   㦥 㡫  -
                ᪮!   ᪮!   ࢮ筨.,
                  ਣ,   ࠨ᪮ ॢ  
                ଠ.   - ନ襫! ਠ⨪!   
                !!!  筮  ॢ稪: 㧭, 
                   ॢ...,  㣥...
                  --!!!  , ࢮ  ࠭, 㯮-
                   좠 ! "...   
                ﬨ      䠭..."   ⠪?
                  樨  ,  뫮.   ,
                 ᥩ  ⭮ 㤨樨,  ०-
                ஢  䠬ﬨ 䠭  ...   -
                !!! ⭥   㯮,   ப -
                 ,  , 襬 宫... -
                ⮩,   䠭 -     -
                ᪨ .   ?   ⢨-
                ⥫쭮 ᤥ    .   -,
                ᯮ.  祬   樨? 祬  -
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                ࠬ 樨?.. -,  㣥 㬥.
                  ࠦ!    !  - 㬠...   ,
                뢠, ᮭ! 쪮     ,
                 . ,   -⠪ 䠬...  
                   ୠ?  ᪮譠 -
                ,   אַ,  ᥩ  ᠫ쭮 㤨樨,
                 ... , ,  ୮, ᥩ  ⮢  
                ⨬  ࠧ.    ᭠砫  ,  
                ᫥   ⥪,  ⮫쪮 ⮬...
                  ,    ᪠... ,    
                 ᪠?!   ⭥  䨭   
                ( ? -   ᬮ...) ⠥  -
                : "     ⥡:   - ...    ⥡
                  ⢠  ᭮"...      ⮣  !
                筮, ਠ! , ஢!
                   , ,   . ",ਬ,
                  .    ᪨   ॢ 
                줥  (줥?  -  ࠭  ᫮...) 
                ந...   ॢ -  
                 ⮣,  ᠫ.⠫  
                ⮣ 祣 ਪ  ᪮筮-
                 ⥫..." ,,-, ࠧ.
                "...   ⮣ 祣  ਪ..."
                  -   ਪ?..,
                  㣥 ࠧ  ࠧ.
                  "  ਪ,  ᥩ ࠧ  訬
                ⥫ - । , ᮭ,।ਪ
                .  ᪠,   ᨪ..."   ?!!
                 ??!      㬥૨!!!   ᮭ
                 !!!   ⮦?!  , !
                ᮭ 㬥,       ᭮  宬...  
                ᥩ  襩  樠᪮  㤨樨...   ,
                - ...  , ᯮ...
                    窠?






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                            -

                  ண , ⨪  !
                  ᫨      ⭮⥩,᫨ 
                ,     ,   
                  ᢮  吝 ,   ⥬ 
                ਣ 室 ,-  쬠. -
                쬠,⨪,ᬥ ᪠뢠 ᢮ .
                   ⢥ - ⠪,  ⮣ 㦨-
                . ,    ᯥ祭.
                  祬   ᮢ    ""   "-
                ","-ࠬ"  "",  "ࠦ--
                "  "堬"   ᮢ - ⠬   
                襩  ᪨   ⢥  ᮮ⢥-
                ⢥,  娭  ⨫    ⭮-
                ⥫쭮 ⠭   ਠ. 襬 -
                砥    ਢ⭮ ᥤ ࠪ -  -
                    㣠⥫⢮   뭥譨-  ६?
                祬, 祣   ࠡ , -
                稢襣 㤥 ०  誨 -
                 - 誠 ⮭.
                  ,⮡   ᯮ,㧭   ᢮
                ⮨⢠  ⪠  ⨪,  -
                 祫,  ⮫쪮 騬 ⥫-
                ⠬. ਬ, ⠪ ⨭ ⥫㠫쭮
                ,  "ଠ樮 ᢮  ".-
                   ᭮ ᮡ⢥ .  ,  
                ஬  ⮣   뫠 饭  
                ஡쥢    "ᥬ ⠬ -   ठ"
                (뢠  , ᪮  ⮣  -
                 ᥩ ).    ।⠢   ᥡ
                ஬  (  ᫮  ⥪ -  
                砫   )       ( 
                 뭥) "     "
                 1-   "殢 ", ࠬ  -
                ⪨  ९  ஢  ਠ   -
                ⢥ ᯮᮡ⥩ 㯮⮣ ⨪. 
                ᪮   ⢠  ᮢ   ஧-
                ,   㤥ঠ  ࠢ    ᢮ -
                  ⮬  ਠ,    ஢ 
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                  ᨮ,  ⥭   
                ࠭騩  ᪮ ᮢ᪨ 堬⢮.  ࠢ
                -  㬠  ⮬ . ᯮ,  ⠫
                뢮  ᢮ 쬠  ।, 3-  ᪥
                "ଠ樮 ᢮...",  ⥬  ᭮.
                   ᭨- ய.  । ᢮
                ਥ   砫 ﭢ 㦨  ⮭쪮
                ⮯ ᥬ, 襤  ६  ⢨,
                쬮   .஢,   ᠬ -
                ⨢      .
                  訫  ன 㦡   
                 ⥬,  㬠    業  ஡쥢,
                  ஢   "ᥬ ⠬ -   ठ".
                 (⨫⨪  㭪 - ᪨):
                  "஡쥢 ⥡ . ⢨  ⥡ ࠡ-
                ᪮ ⢠ , ஡쥢 ।-
                ,  ⢥  筮 ⠥-
                . 쪮    祫    ⠪
                 ७ ⢮ ᮡ⢥   -
                 ⮨⢠.     -
                쥢  ।⨥  "⮩  审" ࠧ뢠
                ⢮⥫  ⥫쭮.  ᫥ ०
                ᯥ樠쭮  䮭,    ண   믫-
                   ⨯ 㤥⪠  ᯨ࠭-
                 , ⠢訬 ⢠ 㤠 -
                 権,  ஡쥢   뤥
                 㬬   筮  ᯮ⢮
                ⥡, 㤥 ⢫ 롮  祭
                 﫥  ( 饣 饭 ⥡  -
                樨  ୮  筮).    ᠥ
                뫪    ୠ⮢,   ஡쥢
                 ।,          
                ࠭    த   ᮣ  
                ᫮ ⨢ ஭ ( 筮).
                ,  뭥 ᫮  -
                ஡쥢    ᠭ  業    ன 
                "殢 ", ।   ன
                "  㡨⢥ 襪".  ஡쥢  
                ⥡ ᡠ஢ ,  ॣ 
                ᫨誮  ,  㤮⢮७
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                 㣨 ஭ .   ,  
                ᫥饩 ⢮    ࠡ⠬  ⮡  
                 ⢮ ,  ᪠ ⥡,   
                 ᬥ".
                    ஢ 砥, " -
                    , 樭  
                ⥫᪨ ࠦ"  ஡쥢.   
                ⠪...  -   ᪠.   "᫮-
                 ᯠ쭨"!
                  ਨ, ,譨. ᫨ 祫
                 - 㬥஢ -    ᨮ-
                   㬥 ,   ⢥ 砥:"   
                  "- த  -   -
                .  ᫠ 㬭  魮.
                    ᢮ 쬠   ஢ 砥,
                  ᮡ ࠤ ⥫    -
                ⥫쭮, " ਤ騥 㢥७  ᢮ -
                ".  ,㢠  ⨪  -
                , 騥"ࠡ᪨ ⢮ ",-
                    -  ०,⠪  墠-
                  ன 뤥 ,⠬譨  -
                .  "ॣ  ᫨誮  ".

                   㢠,

                                                   ३ ⪮,

                                           筮  ।

                                       饣 "ᠭ".









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                  -


                        * * *


                  - ...!   !
                , 筮!
                  -    ⠫-
                ,   ॠ-
                筮 !..
                  -  !    ! ,
                ,  ⠫  -
                - 訧.
                  -      
                ⠫?
                  - ?
                  -  , -
                 ⠫?
                  -  ?
                  - , ,   
                ... ,   
                뫥⥫... -
                 ᠫ...
                  -    !  
                ࠧ...  ।,
                 , .
                  - ,  ᯮ -
                "મ".
                  - મ-?






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                                                      * * *
                                                 -  ᯠ쭨  -
                                                ᬥ譮.
                                                 - 祬?
                                                 -   ᪮쪮  
                                               ?  ࠧ -
                                               ⨫, 㣮,-
                                               ⨩  -      
                                                ...-
                                               ,  ?
                                                 - ?
                                                 -   ᯠ쭨...
                                               , ॡ!쭨
                                                   砩?
                                               쭨,訢,
                                                ࠫ?! ? 
                                               ᯠ쭨 ᯥ, -
                                               ࠧ?!

                        * * *
                  -  㢠  -
                ... ⮣  㢠-
                ...
                  - 祬 ,-
                ᭮ ?
                  -  㤭  
                -.   ,
                 ன.  -
                ᮭ -   !   
                祬   ?
                  -   祬 ? 
                   㢠?
                 -   祬?   
                樨.    -
                祬?
                  -  祬. -
                 冷    -
                ⮣   ⠢-
                . த  
                ७...
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                                                      * * *


                                                -     -
                                              ࠪ?
                                                -"ࠦ-" -
                                              .




                                                     * * *

                                                - ,  :
                                              ਢ,  ,   
                                              㣠檨!  :
                                              ਢ,     ,
                                              ...   ᫥-
                                              ...



                                                     * * *

                                                - ...    㠫
                                                 ⮬ -
                                              楢.
                                                -  ?
                                                - -!    
                                                  -
                                              , 易⥫쭮 -
                                              .
                                               - !    -
                                              ...




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                                 (横 ᪠)



                1.   

                   直   設 ६,   -
                ⠫. 祭  㦭 뫮.  䠭,  
                  饬, - ᯫ譮 饥.,
                ,  㫨 ࠬ 泥, ⥫   宬
                ,  ⥭ ᥤ ᥤ. , ᨫ !
                   ⥯  - 㣮  .     設
                ६ !  ⠭,    -
                ࠢ  ⢨. 㤠- , ⠪
                , ᥤ ,  ᭥ ᪮௨-
                   . ⠢ ⮫  ॣ -
                ⭮   ᯮ .    饬.



                  2. -!

                  - ࠢ ,-  ,-  ⮫-
                  稫 ⫠ 設, ᯮᮡ ⠭-
                 ६!
                  - ࠢ , - ᪠ , -  ᪠, -
                祬   㦭?
                  -  , - १ ,-   ࠢ,
                 ⫨訩    .,  
                 ਬ: ⠭, , ४᭮!-
                 ⨬ ᫮   .
                        .   
                த⢥,  ௮.   ,
                  ᥣ  ⠫   ᢮ ⫨
                .  ,  , ⠬ 筮!


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                  3. .

                  -    設 ६, - ।⠢-
                 .
                  - ,  ᥩ ᪠  ᥬ,  -
                   , - ࠧ  ᤥ  뢮.
                  -    㤮⢨... -  ⢥-
                , - ,  ᮦ, ,  뢠 
                 .
                  -     設 ६    㤠
                !
                  ⢥   㬠,⮬ -
                 㪮  ᪠:
                  -  ,  ࠢ, ६  ࠢ -
                ᪨  墠⠥.
                     蠫 ᪠  諮  饬.




                  4.  .

                  -  ⢮ 訩 ࠣ! - ࠫ  ,  - ࠧ娢
                㫠. -   ⥡ !..
                  筮,    ࠪ      ,
                ᫨誮 ࠧ   ᮢ ⥣ਨ.  ,
                諮   ⠢   .    
                ⠬  ᯮ,  ⠫ ,  ᤥ  -
                設 ६, ୥   㯨 .
                  ⢨⥫쭮, ᪮  襫 . 
                諮   ⠢   .  १
                    ࢠ      
                 ࠣ. ,    ᨫ
                ⥪.  ,ࠧ㬥,  뫮  浪,
                 뫨    ࠭ ⢠,  ⠪ 
                   ࠣ ᨫ ⥯  ᨫ  
                ⮢.   ࠣ   ᯥ    
                  쥩 ⪥   ⠫.
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                  5. .
                   ⠫  죨  饭 -
                :
                  -        ᮡࠥ 㯨 設
                ६?!    ⭮,᪮쪮 ⮨ -
                筠 ?
                  -  ᠬ ᪠, - ࠧ , -  ⮨
                設    ࠤ  ⢨.     
                  .
                  設  㯨  ⥯ ⫨.  -
                 砫⢮,  ॢ 譨, 뢠 
                 .  -  祫,   ⮫쪮 
                 ,    襫.

                  6.  .
                  - 設 ६, 設 ६!... - ஢砫
                ⥫. -  㬠,    ᯥ-
                樠쭮  ⮣, ⮡ , 䠭⠬, 뫮 
                ਤ뢠 ࠤ.   ந 設 -
                ,  ன ਭ樯쭮    
                ࠤ.
                  -    ਭ樯  ࠡ⠥? -ᨫ .
                  ⥫ ᬥ থ  ᪠:
                  -   ⮬,     ࠡ⠥.















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                -=====================================

                   ᮦ,    ࠧ   襭 
                㡫  ।  䠭-.    
                騩       11   "ࠫ᪮
                ᫥"    199  .   ᬥ ᯨ᮪
                ।  ⥪  ⨪   ⥩,
                ⠢  㯯  ""   㪮-
                ⢮ .⮩.    砥  
                ᠬ  ⮩ ⥪,     ⬥,
                  ⥭    ᯨ᪠  뢠  
                ᪮  ,    ⡮ . ,
                , ᪠,  㢠 ⠫ , 
                  ᢮,  ⥫쭮  ⬥  ⢮७
                ,    ᪠,  "ᨮ". 
                , 뫠 ⥫ ।⢥  㡫樨
                ᯨ᪠,    ᫠ ᥫ, ।
                 ᥡ  㭪⮢: 1. 祬    2  
                 ४ ४ ᪠  ..⮣
                ⨯  ""    ?  ।⠢,   
                  ࠧ㬥 뫨 㤠  - 
                ⠬ 祭   " ".   2.   ।
                ᬥ  ⢮७  ⮢    ࠭,
                ⨯  ,  楢,  , .ࡠ 
                类᪮,   ⭮襭    
                ,  १  :    ᪠
                  砩襣 䠭 ⭨?


                  ========================

                  " "  1 ᥭ 199. 

                                !

                   諮 ᪥ ""    䥭
                 䠭⨪,室  襩 ࠭., ⠫
                ᭮  , 㦥 ᥩ 쭮 . 
                ࠧ  ⥫  ⠭    : ""
                (ਪ祭  䠭⨪),  ᪠ 
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                फ᪥  ⭮ ୠ "ࠫ᪨ ᫥-
                ", "" (襬 "७ ") 饬-
                  ࠤ.
                      ᪠?  , -
                    ᨮ쭮  ᤥ, 
                ⠡쭮, ⢥ত ࠦ ୠ. ᮤ-
                ঠ ""  ⭮ ਫ"᪠-
                ⥫"  ୠ " ᢥ". "᪠⥫"
                -  ⥪   ?  
                - .  ⮢   ,ᬮ-
                   ᮫.   -
                饥 ⨢!⨬  .筮 ⠪   "". -
                ⠥       ஢-
                䠭⮢ - ""  ਭ, "⠭
                 "  楢, "" ࣥ  -
                楢, "ࠤ 誨"  , "-
                  "  ᪮,"頭"
                桥࣠, ⠪  㡥 ஢ - "!" -
                줠 ⫥, "뢠  ᯮ"  म
                ᮭ,"ந⢨  ⮭"  -
                , "ࠣ  ⥫"    -   ⮫쪮
                让  ᯨ᮪  ⮣,    㡫  
                    .
                   㡠  竨    ⮣   
                業  ⠪:  "    ". ந
                ⥫-䠭⮢  ᬥ,  ᪮     ࠧ
                뢠 ⥫  ࠦ   ஥.
                  "" -  ⥫᪮   ଫ 
                 ஢ ⠭   ந,   
                 ன  ⥭樮   -
                . ࠢ  ᥣ  ࢮ -
                   ,⠪  㯫  -
                  ᥬ ઠ 㣠檮. . 
                 楢 "থ" ஢ 祭  -
                   묨 ⢨ﬨ  ᮫
                 䣠⠭.  ⥬  ,   , 
                 ࠢ   饭     ⥫᪨
                䠭᪨ 䥭.室  ⮭ -
                  ઠ . ᪠   ࠯
                "" ᤥ "".     䠭᪨
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                ,      ࠧ 樠쭮 (
                ⮣ ᥩ,  -,      -
                ६  ⠪),      ୮  窨  ७
                ⥫   祭 .
                  ⥫  ஡ ⠭   -
                 ந  ୠ  ਢ  ࠪ-
                ⨪ ஥, ⪨  . ,   ᮦ,
                 ⮣       . ࠭稬
                  ⥬,    ।   ⥫ 
                ⪨ 䠭᪨ ᪠.
                                                         ..

                    㪠      筨 㡫-
                樨 饭 ᪠ .-襣  ""
                 "ࠦ-" # 2.
                   ࠭ 䮣 .

                   ⮨    ஢?   
                  㡫 ਭ 㤭.-
                 몠     ᠬ   業, 
                ⥬,      ᮮ騬,    "" -
                쪮  ࠧ  㪠  -     㪮⢮
                ...  (,  ࠢ  ୮
                "   ⥫"  ᫥
                   " ⥫"  : .론-
                , .⮫஢, ., .).   
                  ⮬ ࠢ筮   ࠢ 
                ᪮    (       砥 
                ᪮ࡨ⥫쭮)  䝭,  த    
                ࠢ   ⥫  楬.
                      ᫠    
                 , ᫨      䠪⮬.  !
                  ⭠ ࠭窠  ॢ蠥  ஢
                ਢ ,  - ࠧ  , ஬
                ⢮   ⮪      㡥  䠪᪨
                訡.  ᫨    뫠 ⮫쪮   
                  -    ⮨    ࠧ. 
                ᬥ譮,   栬  ᫨  㡭
                ࠭窨,   ᥡ ᪮  ᫥
                      ⨫      ᪠ 䠪᪨
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                訡. ᭮   㡭 ⪮ ⠥
                ⠪...  ⥫  ⮬ ⥫  -
                ᫥ ﯮ  .,᫨  室
                 ⮬ , । "堬"ᯮ
                ஬  ⢮  䠪᪮  ਠ   
                ⮢ ।⠢  ᥬ 騬.
                   ⥫쭮,  ᮧ⥫   -
                ਠ ७ 㢥७,    த
                     ᢮.   㡥
                 ᮫⭮ ᯮ.  , -
                 䠭⨪, , ⠪ ᪠,   .
                    ࠬ  祫, ⠢  ⠪,
                  ,      䠭⨪  ⠪.  
                譥 ᥣ.
                      ᠬ  ᬥ譮,       ⠪
                "ਧࠬ" 䠭⨪,      
                ⨬ ,   . .























                __________________ #3 1991_______________35

                                -  ⮥. ⮬  
                                㤮⢨ ।⠢塞  -
                               ⥫ "堬" ਠ,  -
                                   䥫   㧥-
                               ७⮢ -  "ࠦ-"
                                                          




                            ⮢  "᪮"

                                     * *  *

                  ३       ⥫ணࠬ "⮥
                ",   ᪠ -  .  ᠭ -
                ஢ "⮥ " ,   -  ᮢ襭
                ⭮.
                   . ⠢﫨 ஢    ᯨ᪨
                ⭨ "᪮". ஢ 㬠, -
                  -    饩  設. ஢: ":
                 祫.  ⮥ :   祫..."  
                   ⠫:  ".:  ."
                - ,  ࠢ ୮.
                  ஢ 堫   ਢ  ।-
                .   ᨫ ᯨ᮪ ⭨ .  -
                ஢   襢    ᠬ  -
                .    ⢥⨫    ⥫騪:
                "  ?"  -   ᠬ ஢.

                                     * * *

                  ஢     ਣ襭   "-
                ᪮".
                  :  " - 祬?  ࠢ 
                ..."
                  ஢: "⮬  뫠 ਣ襭, -
                ᠭ, ࣢  㡫 -  .."
                  !

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                                     * * *

                  ஢    .   -
                 ०   ⮯   .   ஢
                    㡪     稬 
                ०: "  "᪮" 㤥 㭠  
                "⮥ " -  ᫠   㭥, 
                 ஡ 䠭⨪..."
                  , ⢮,   ⮬  ஢
                 ०  祫 ⢨ᠥ,  ⡨ࠥ 㡪  
                 ०:
                  "  祣,  ॣ,  ।⠢   ண - 
                  㭥,  ,  ᢨ, -
                 窨 , ⠪  类  ।
                 ०   宬 ᢨ    
                 䮬, ?!"

                                     * * *

                   ஢ ࠩ ⥫쭮 ⭮  
                ॡ  ⪮.
                   ஢ ३      -
                   "᪮". ஢,  㧭 ᮡ-
                ᥤ ਯ 㡠,    ᢥ:
                "   - ,।,⥫, ⥫?"
                   ⢥砥,  ,     -
                騩 ,  ࠧ ᮢ -  .
                   ஢ ⥣᪨ ⨢  - ,   
                ᯥ樠⮢, ᠥ 㡪      
                室騬   : "    -
                 -   ""  㯨   - ⥫ -
                뫪        㡫,  த  
                ਤ,  ਫ  墮 !   
                  "᪮"!!!"
                    ⨫ ,     ⮨.-
                     ᪠: ",- ,-
                  !" - ⠪  ⨫ 㯮
                ,    ய⨫  襩  祬 
                 "" .

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                  ====================PRIKOL

                               

                .:    쥢,   ᪠,᫨ 
                       । 䠭⨪ " न" -
                        ᡮ୨  ᪨ ⥩?
                ..:      ᪠,  ஢.  
                       ᤥ     砥 - ᫨  -
                          ᪮஬஢.    ⠪
                        ᮡ⨩  ⮢.
                .:   ᭮,      㤥 ஢
                        믠?
                ..:       ⥫ 業  "
                       娩"    䠬.  ⮣
                       㤥 筮, ࡠ  㩤
                         ⠢.  筮  ⠪        
                       , 堭, 㪮   誮-
                       .  墠      ⭨
                        ...


                               .

                .:  ३ , ⠥ ᥡ ⠫-
                       祫?  ᫨ ,   祬 ?
                ..:   ,   ᫮ ⠫⫨.   
                        ⮬,    ᪮ 뢠
                        ⠫⫨ ஢, 饯ਧ
                      ⠫⫨묨.
                .:    ࠧ?
                ..:   祭   -  ࠭  ஬ -
                      ୮ ⥫       㡥-
                      ,   㡮⢮.,   
                      饬-  宩    . "㭭
                      ࠤ㣠",    ࠭஢  ᥢ
                      ஬ . " 筮" - ᫥ -
                      室 䨫쬠   ࠭     ⠫
                      訢  ⥪.  ᥩ  ࠭-
                        쥢 㣠檨" 
                38________________ #3 1991_________________

                      " -   ⠭  祢  ᪮쪮
                       .  ⢮ 㤠  ⮣-
                          ୮    ஢ १
                        ᯠ.
                .:   ᠬ  뢠  ண  -
                      ⢥!
                ..:   ,     ᫥⥫   
                      ࠭  .  ਬ  檨  ०
                      .謠  ࠫ    ,  ࠭஢
                      "㤭  ".       -
                       筮 㡥⥫쭮.    -
                       ࠧ砭   䠭⮢  ᠬ
                      ᮪ ஢!





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                  .
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                        1  5 䥢ࠫ  ᭮  㤥
                     室 "-91"!
                        -㤥?! - ", 窨,!!!"
                              ⠩ ᫥騥 
                                    !










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